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A Listener production. Hey guys, you're listening to Crappy to Happy.
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I'm cas Dan. I'm a clinical and coaching psychologist, mindfulness
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meditation teacher, and author of the Crappy.
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To Happy books.
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In this series, we look at all the factors that
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might be making you feel crappy and the tools and
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the techniques that will help you overcome them. In each episode,
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I introduce you to interesting, inspiring, intelligent people who are
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experts in their field, and my hope is that they
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will help you go from crappy to happy. In today's episode,
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I'm talking to Ben Angel, who is a best selling
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author on peak performance and a weekly VP contributor to
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Entrepreneur magazine. Ben has a really interesting story to tell
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about how he found himself depleted and depressed and he
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biohacked his way back to optimal health. He wrote a
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book documenting his experience, which has gone on to be
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an international bestseller, and Ben's here today to share his
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story with us and what he learned about the importance
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of taking control of your health. Hey, Ben, thanks so
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much for being here today, all the way from Florida
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in the USA.
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That's an absolute pleasure.
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Very briefly.
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A few years ago, you went from being highly successful,
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highly motivated, you know, kicking all the goals, speaking to
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sell out audiences, and you found yourself in a place
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where you were basically couldn't muster the motivation to do
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the most basic things.
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You were depressed, burnt out.
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Do you just want to fill us in a little
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bit on that time in your life and where you
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went from there? Yeah?
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Sure.
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So I'd spent three months traveling around the US and
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having an incredible time, traveled to Canada, and then when
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I got back home to Australia, I noticed that my
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behavior suddenly started to change. I was experiencing sofia fatigue.
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I was having to sleep three to four times a
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day just to get through the day. So the work
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that I was doing was purely driven by willpower alone,
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which is never a strategy, which we'll talk about a
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bit later. Yeah, but I also found myself in March
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of twenty seventeen becoming suicidal.
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That's how bad it got.
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Wow.
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So I'd been going to doctor after doctor, getting blood
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tests done and different tests, and everything came back always normal,
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everything's good. And I started having some a couple of
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very kind of patronizing experiences by doctors which were kind
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of disheartening. Now that's not to say all doctors are bad.
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Many doctors are well meaning, of course, but I sort
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of started exploring what might be occurring myself because I
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wasn't getting the help that I needed. And there was
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one at the last interaction with the doctor I had
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in Australia, I literally walked out of the office in tears.
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They told me, hey, you work out, you look fine,
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you should be fit, you should be healthy. And I'm
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sitting there saying I can barely function right now. I'm
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desperate for help. And it got to the point where
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I thought, how am I going to fix this? Because
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obviously this isn't the route that I'm going to get
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support through. So I came up with this insane idea
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at the time, in my depressed state, to pitch a
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book idea to Entrepreneur magazine in which I would go
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on a ninety day mission to buy hack my way
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back to health. Now, saying that that idea out loud
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right now just seems so insane for the state that
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I was in at the time. But it was really
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a last ditch attempt to figure this out because I
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had written three books before. It would take me thirty
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to forty minutes to write a basic email and I'd
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have to have someone check it. I was having trouble
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with conversations. I moved from Melbourne to Adelaide because I
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could no longer handle social situations, and I cut ties
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with a group of about twenty friends because my brain
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just couldn't cope. It was just completely overstimulated. And I
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very much went into my own home before I came
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back to the US and went on really what was
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quite an insane journey when I talk about it right now.
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And what I love about that is that we had
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a conversation on another episode of the show with Christina Carlson,
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and she said that one of her favorite sayings is
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never waste a good crisis. And it sounds like you,
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as in the midst of this crisis, you found the
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opportunity not just to fix yourself, but then to use
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that to well, to write a book and to help
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other people as well.
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Yeah, And I think that's been the greatest gift out
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of this experience, is that I don't want anyone to
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have to go through the hell that I went through
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to get the support because not many people are in
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the position in which they can travel overseas see different doctors,
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speak to neuroscientists, psychologists and bio hackers to get answers.
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It's just not in the realm of possibility, and especially
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when an individual is depressed or even suicidal, you're very
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much in your primal based fear of mind and where
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you're not able to make those rational, logical decisions.
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No, that's exactly right.
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And what you said in your book that you found
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was the self help industry. If you're not depressed enough,
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you go to self help, but if you are too depressed,
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then you get put on medication. And you were looking
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for something that was in the middle of those things.
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Is that fair to say?
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Yeah, So what I found is, like you said, if
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you're severe, you get medicated, but if the symptoms are mild,
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you get told to toughen up and get on with it.
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And that's kind of I come from a personal development
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background that I've spent the past fifteen years in this field.
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I also grew up on a cattle farm in country
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South Australia, which has very much sucked.
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Up sunshine and get on with the job.
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Yes, And all of a sudden, I found myself in
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a situation whereas applying these strategies of the peak performers,
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and they were no longer working, and I couldn't work
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out why. That's where I had to address my own
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biases from the self help industry and go am I
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trying to really medicate this problem with self help when
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I should actually be getting medical support for what's going on?
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The problem was I didn't know which medical support I needed,
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and nor was I getting the correct advice.
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So, Ben, what led you to try biohacking?
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Well, When I was at my worst, I accidentally came
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across a book by Dave Asprey, who is a world
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famous biohacker. He's also the creator of bulletproof coffee, which
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most people are fully aware of a what that is by.
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Now or will fast we've become aware of it.
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And I started listening to his book and Dave gave
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the example of where he started taking a vitamin C
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supplement because he had experienced the same symptoms that I had.
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He was constantly falling asleep, he was becoming depressed, and
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he went to a doctor and he ended up having
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an argument with this doctor who said you need to
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stop taking vitamin C.
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It's you know, it's not real. It's not going to help.
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And Dave ended up walking out of that office and
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basically firing that doctor. And that was one of the
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biggest realizations I had. It's just like, wait a sec,
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I'm in control here, Like I should be advocating for
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my own health, and I should also be asking more
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from the health professionals and questioning, all, right, are they
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up to date with the later science? So the science
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of biohacking is really about finding what's impacting your internal
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and your external environment and what impact that has on
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not just our physiology but also our psychology.
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So Ben, can you give us what people who haven't
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heard of biohacking? Can you give us some examples of
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what that constitutes, Like what does it involve?
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Sure, so that could be as simple as going and
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getting certain blood tests done, getting the results back, and
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on a personal individual level, also doing further research which
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more than what the doctor has actually provided us. So
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in my own case, my test results always kept coming
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back normal, but I couldn't understand why that was considering
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the symptoms I was experiencing. And my journey kind of
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led me to a company called everly Well in the
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United States now Julia Cheek she's the founder and she's
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actually one of the biggest investment on Shark Tank for
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any female entrepreneur in its history.
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And what they.
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Do is you actually get a kit sent to your
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home in which you provide a blood sample, and then
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that sample gets sent off to the same laboratories that
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the doctors use here in the US. Then you actually
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get your test results back online, but it's in a
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format that's easy to understand. If there are any warning signs,
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it alerts you to seek out more medical assistance, or
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you can actually ask questions online as well. So I
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started doing some tests that i'd done previously, and there
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was one test that I chose to take that a
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doctor in Australia had actually refused to take, and that
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was a testosterone test because I'd had a natural path
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at the time when I was desperate for help and
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she said, hey, Ben, you're showing symptoms of low testosterone here.
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I went to the doctor, I said, look, I really
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want to get this tested, and she fled out a
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few So when I came to the US, I did
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have it tested and I did find that I was
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in the normal range for testosterone, but I was at
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the very bottom end of that normal range. And later
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I followed up everly well and spoke to the medical
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director there and I said, you know, how are these
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normal ranges actually defined? Because that's not really a question
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we asked when we get our results back. We just
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told they're normal, they're fine, and she actually said to me, well,
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they're based. Typically the medical guinea pig is a seventy
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kilogram thirty year old white male. Now that by no
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means fits the demographic of society. So if your test
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results come back as normal, I encourage people to go
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to their doctor and say, am I at the high
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end or the low end of the normal results? Because
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if you're at the low end of the normal results,
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that doesn't mean that you're not exhibiting symptoms for either
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low testosterone or a nutritional deficiency. In fact, my thyroid
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results always came back normal. But seeing a functional doctor
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in the United States, he actually uncovered that I was
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at the very low end of the normal range and
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if it continued, I'd have to then take thyroid medication
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for the rest of my life. If I didn't take
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preventative steps at the time. So biohacking is really taking
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that data and asking key follow up questions to kind
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of find two what it's actually really showing us.
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Because if you're a.
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Female, for example, and the guinea pig is a seventy
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kilogram thirty year old white male, then that normal range
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may be completely irrelevant for you. Now, thankfully, the guinea pigs,
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they're starting to change, especially for women and in pregnancies,
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but that has traditionally been the guinea pig. So that
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for me, through this experience, that caused quite a lot
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of concern, especially for individuals who are depressed or suicidal.
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They keep on getting told they're normal, but those follow
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up questions haven't been asked.
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Yeah, So it's really about taking charge of your health
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and asking the pertinent questions and being an advocate for
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yourself and for your health.
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Yeah.
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And the challenge is when an individual is suffering, you're
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experiencing fatigue or lethargy, you're very much in your primal
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base mind. When you're in that state, you don't rationally
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think to ask these questions. So through writing the book
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and producing document documentary style episodes that actually followed along
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with the journey as well. I'm encouraging people that even
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if you are depressed, here's some basics that you should
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be asking to follow up with your practitioner.
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I think that there are a lot of people listening
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to this, and I know amongst friends of mine who
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will really resonate with this. I've had friends too who've
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had thyroid tests and they've all come back normal, but
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they've actually been you know, they've on the verge of
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Hashimoto's disease things like that, and they've had to push
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and push to get the tests done that they needed
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to get done to get the answers. And I know
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there's loads of people out there who are really frustrated
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and struggling.
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And especially with thyroid thyroids. An interesting one speaking to
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the medical director and Julia Cheek of Everly Well, is
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that when you go to a doctor based on the
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insurance that you may have, and it's very it's very
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tricky here over in the US. So here in the US,